Tuesday, December 26, 2006

i signed up for gen12ii to Japan just. it was a spur of the moment i guess or maybe, it has been on my mind for some time yet i just couldn't figure it all out. i guess, i'm not exactly a people person as claimed to be. i just hate to go all out or even take the first step. yet i'm someone who is always contracdicting my ownself thus, leading to a few personality. i have my own set of prinsciples and rules yet, i do not stringent them. so, why did i sign up, i don't know. maybe because its something that has been bugging me and something i really want to do it. for religious or faith sake, or for self fulfilment sake, or for the sake of trying to move on to another level again, i do not know for sure.. but i'm gonna try just this once. without having too much restrictions.
recently, i've been playing around with photoshop since i'm into this new game of designing and making stuffs. it really stretches your mind to create innovative and cute new stuffs. i've been doing some self learning and this is one of the texture of my cute sanzo sama..
anyways, lately, it was my cousin sofun's wedding. her wedding has caused a big family comotion and still is the topic of the day. well, on the 16th, it was the day where her dad, my uncle held a wedding banquet. my mom and dad and i rushed all the way up north just to have a fun time of gathering but everything kinda turned sour. it was bad. well, it doesn't really matter much to me since sofun's the lead, i would still want her to be blissfully married. i immediately did something for her on her night of bachelorette's party. shin showed me thru webcam. this is my blessing to her.
liten shan@
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