for the past two days, i've been so excited about the video i'd just finished editing after a long haul. i was being lazy and stuffs, even though i've frapped the video for a couple of months already.
anyways, all in all.. nothing significant happens really. i've been stoning at home as usual. its the part of your life when you just feel laidback and oblivious to things around. somehow, i have lots of thoughts that went through my mind though, the fact remains unchanged if actions are not taken at all. in one popular phrase, "i'm lazy!"
i'm not like some super woman who doesn't sleeps at all... i just sleep as and when i'm tired. i don't remember how it all started, probably it started 6 months ago. i really wanted to go to japan this year, thats why i tried to enrol in nafa last year since the holiday is perfect for me to visit japan. little did i found out, that the government decides to have a change in our curriculum and everything was shifted back up. i could't go japan at all~ all the plans i've worked out didn't work out in the end. all the actions in my heads can't fight with reality afterall. i felt so depressed as to why things had to turn out this way. probably thats when it started. after which, i got so used to this bumming life, turning myself away from the everything. refused to accept the fact that i'm sick, physically and as wel, the mental aspect.
was so addicted to uploading videos, this is another video i reallyliked... wasshy sings amazing grace~
