Wednesday, September 27, 2006
decides to start writing again.. not all thoughts will be posted.. probably, pictures i took, i photoshopped, i drew.. or i steal..
well, i love this song.. jay's "ye de di 7 zhang".. which i translate directly, "night's 7th chapter".. well, you see, i can't really remember song's melody at first hear, but this is probably the one that i could remember...
i decided to drop the previous blogskin and use a simple layout instead. i thought, black and white is the best whereby, its simple and easy to read.. at least for myself, i like to read what i wrote over and over again.. and changing a layout that can fit in pictures.. so that i don't have to strain my own eyes.. been here.. done that.. so, i'm back to basics.
its ok that people don't come and read it.. but a picture perfect site and my own handwritings just makes me contented.
weilin found me a pyschologist who train industrial safety.. i'm like... ok~~ well, i hope i'm alright though.. its nothing to be glorified about either.. but since no one really reads this blog, i don't care if i write it down. well, i was pretty skeptic about it at first. come on, who wants to be branded a psycho or something.. i don't want to add another medical condition into my health records again. i'm down and unfortunate enough.. drowning myself in my own misery, thinking the whole world evolve around me. everything will disappear right before my eyes just because i say so.. ahahaaa... kidding. yeah, i'm a negative person.. probably because i want to and its easier this way to shrug all my responsibilities. its not something funny or something i love to brag about. probably something which i realy think i should be happy about at least. confining myself in my room, losing interest in everything, lost all motivation, hate to go out, bad sleeping habbits, half a year menstrual cycle for the past 4 years, cover my face with my hair all the time, negative and self destructive thoughts.. i don't know whats wrong with me.. i'm scared or scary.. *laughs* doesn't really matter eh... no one bothers anyways...
having a can of cola.. though i took 3 slices of lemon, add ice and pour them into a mug... still, the quantity is a can of cola..
liten shan@
10:17 PM
