Friday, July 01, 2005
sigh... sho kun was taken back to the Lord yesterday...just feeling a bit of loss... afterall, last year, i saw him jumping around jody's house and this year... i can't believe after fighting for so long, he went just passed on like that... not because of leukemia but because of heart failure due to pneumonia...
i didn't really know how to react last night and i've been praying for sho kun since last year... things were looking on the bright side and this have to happen... the day we left nagoya 18th june 05 was his birthday. i'm glad that the 10th challenge did appear on that day but no matter when, i didn't hope for him to leave us... i'm still in a state of shock and still don't know how to feel. i guess its good that i didn't get to see him this year, or else i'll be devastated... i wonder how is seiji and his family doing.
life is so short for sho yet he make the full out of it... what am i doing here? nothing... just feeling ashamed of myself sometimes.
i'll always remember them... always...
liten shan@
10:09 PM
