Sunday, July 17, 2005
i want to buy a camera!!i really love photography!!
anyways, change my bear's name back to teddy.. easier to call... haha!
oh... its time for me to opt out. i can't stand it anymore.. its so wierd lately.. and i found out the secret... confessions was made... i said goodbye.
so, what i'm going to do now? is just to focus and get back to my life and forget the past. Amen?! yes...
anyways, sometimes i just wonder to myself... how much do i really want to go back to malaysia? frankly speaking.. when i was young, i never liked it here.. not as if that liking has grown cos all my friends are here.. but, really, i've always thought and still think that we'll move back one day. up to this days, this belief still hang on.. i really miss my cousins.. although we are really far apart, but i know that we are closer than anyone else in the world.. i really miss them a lot.. like~ a lot!!! a lot... i really want to see them again.. i long for this day that all of us would come together and reunite again... i plan for this day.. i long for this day.. i must make this day come..
just my nostalgic moments.. i'm thinking of going to a couple of places... i need to of course, get a camera first.. not those digital ones.. those slr...
liten shan@
2:34 AM
