Thursday, November 25, 2004
miss it...
i miss living in kl.. really missing everything.. don't know what is going through my mind right now but i know for sure, i am missing it. really~ i just don't know why this thought kept twirling around my head... somehow, i feel that i don't belong here... ultimately, i'll go back to kl.. with my family... i think my mom feels it too.. probably dad feels it too... maybe except for that idiot.. he has been living here for his whole life... he never even had malaysian accent before... how can he claim to be one... don't understand him... he is so typical singaporean...
well, really want to go back there again... i've never been able to work well here... but i love working back there... the concept is totally different... well, maybe i'll go back to japan for a 7 year mission. hehe... don't know...
really hope to go back to kl again... which i know is almost close to impossible... but who wouldn't bask themselves in the luxury of self indulgence? maybe... its just a easy way out... but i don't see why we have to follow the patterns and process meted out by mere human being. must everything goes through the hard way... its so uncalled off~ i think.
still playing kalonline.. getting addicted to it. i am now in level 22 and hoping to level up soon but somehow, mage takes the longest time to level up... blaarrhhgghh!! pathetic. now, cultivating an ancient animal... decided to take the bird cos i love magic powers and attacks... more practical.
liten shan@
2:38 AM
