Friday, October 22, 2004
syashin no tottemoraemaseka?
can you help me take a photo? is the answer...
aiyar!! mom keeps reminding me that i am growing horizontally!! which means, i am fatter than before!! die lar!! i have been slacking too much... or my muscles have becomes flabs of fats... why? because i have been sleeping at the so called right time and wake up early. and of course, daytime means food! so sucky...
then i was thinking... why did i put so much effort in the webbie... maybe because i did it myself? i just tend it. maybe i should remove it... they didn't show much enthu in it... why me? and frankie haven't return me my blue postman bag yet... grrr!!!
today, met up with josh for lunch and he passed me the photos... and ate chicken rice... and met sinlee for ice cream... it was a crappy time spent! i am so glad that i have lin and sinlee as my best friends... they are more than that... they are like my family... they know i am sick yet they never leave me alone... unlike those creeps~ i don't even dare to tell them... i think i've kinda mentioned but they didn't even bother... so i am still sticking to sat service... i am a hypocrite! who cares?!
well, grandma says that 1st uncle had plans to further my studies in england after i finish my poly doing mechanical engineering... why bother to tell me only after i quit for a pathetic 1 year? why bother after i go through so many years of education through my dad's hard work and 1 year of his effort crowning him the glory of all the years my dad has to go through. why don't he just support me in the beginning? well, just don't want to owe him... i was feeling a bit of regrets in the afternoon when grandma told me the news, but now... i've kinda sorted it out. no regrets! i will still do the course i like and if he wants to support me... then let it be... but i can't promise anything... but if God calls... i WILL still go!!
actually, i just have to see how far i can go... and if i can go far... i will then plan for the plans of the future...
thinking of k with lin on sunday night... from 9pm to 3am! haha... really depressed now... can't imagine what i going to try to do to myself...
i am a true Rossoneri fan!!
liten shan@
10:07 PM
