Saturday, October 23, 2004
i had a bad night...
not really a nightmare.. yeah, the part on frankie was! probably i was too
pek cek with him. the story goes that we are all invited to someone's wedding. wahh! even uncle chee yen was in the invitation list. that means, the dream was about fear and anger... cos they are all associated... okay... i got angry with frankie on the bus station because i was actually with another bunch of duo on a task. and i don't know what happen in between, i just threw my handphone towards his direction and left...
well, actually, usually i throw my hp when i am fustrated! and the scene changes into my house with many people preparing to the wedding dinner... i was just feeling excited over the wedding preparations for whoever when he suddenly barge in and demanded my name... i was shouting and screaming at the top of my voice yelling at people to start a confusion. well, i have never been so crazy before... i think i had a nervous breakdown and i miss the wedding dinner... and then, left with the two unsettled grudge between him and i... i contemplated to rush to the wedding dinner but he stopped me and we had an argument. so, the outcome? we decided to
jue jiao breaking off our friendship and end of story... hmm... i was so looking forward to it in my dreams... and then... the scene turns to a tired ole me sleeping and suddenly, "ding dong" "shan!! wake up!! sinlee is here" and it was like 2-3am in the morning... i was shocked because she can't come out so late... so, and we started crapping and eating and crapping and looking out the window to see whether her mom or dad wakes up and find her missing... and then i went to the bathroom and envisioned fir and shin singing a rock piece together... it was nice!! and then, when i got out, i saw carl paralyse with no body... but a can of honey? he said he owe people money and he got beaten up and ended up with only a head... and then, the head kinda shrunk and yar, he own xiaolong money too...
ahh!! got so sick of the dream and woke up with a start. i really wonder how my brains conjure up such stupid dreams. its so stupid yet shockingly, relates to our senses which stores the info subconsciously whether we like it or not... sometimes, it can be a wonderful dream. many times, nightmare!
don't know how to start off with my day... reheated the leftovers and fill my stomach full of black sauce meat... lethargy is taking over me now... will be going to church later... don't know whether... sigh...
liten shan@
9:47 AM
