Tuesday, October 26, 2004
hmm... slacking!
heh.. slacking with an exclamation mark! hehe...
anyway, k with lin the whole day... had lunch, dinner and supper with her the whole day~ then met alan for the last time before he flies off to brisbane for his attachment...
just feeling lethargic and low on adrenaline. have been feeling like that even before yuki's stay... just down... and like i said... left out!
by?
church people... the people i once call brothers and sisters now has become so alien to me. i can't believe a trip to japan can change me so much. the more i want to move on, the more support i am not getting from them. sigh~ do i have to be always so weaky two feet? ahh!! maybe i am wrong... just not getting the right amount of rest from my sufficient sleep. i have been having bad dreams... not good at all... i should pray more before i sleep to ask God to grant me good rest. quite intimidated by all those woohoo in life.
i think i will stick by God...
liten shan@
1:48 PM
