Monday, September 20, 2004
feeling kinda sad now...
don't know why... i just feel that something is missing... now, i'm sitting by my cousin while she is sleeping. life in malaysia is sure different!
met aki already... quite okay. not exactly that excited about it in the first place. introduced my cousin to him and a few of my uncles and aunts. quite hilarious!
okay. i am not feeling okay now. somehow, it seems like a part of me is missing. maybe i dropped it while migrating to singapore 13 years ago. maybe i just left it back the old apartment i used to stay. maybe i am just not growing.
maybe... i am just conscious or maybe... i am not wrong.
shin has a friend. the friend composed a song for her to cheer her up while she was down.
somehow, that kinda amplifies the emptiness i have in me. i am not expecting anything. probably i lived in a pampered society.
a pampered life?
maybe i took too many initiatives.
i am really tired...
just tired!
aargh!!
i just need a friend.
Jesus, will You be there always?
i have the answer... but i just want more affirmation.
i am just feeling...
pain.
cos i lost.
liten shan@
2:05 AM
