Thursday, September 16, 2004
feeling a bit nostalgic now...
kinda remembered gou's leg and how nice of him to talk to me throughout the whole soccer match! then, reminded me of the video i took of him... "now i am not tired..." so funny... he is a nice chap after all...
well, i look through the whole of my own video collection using the canon ixus. it brings me back to the times where things seems to perfect and dreamy. thinking back, its seems like the whole time spent in japan was like a dream. kinda miss them but i know that its just an post mission trip kinda thingie... or is it not? i don't know... maybe it has since been a long time i'm ever in a big group of students going all crazy and mad for Jesus. its just so wow! ever since i decided to be a loner, somehow... i've lost touch of those 'feelings'...or maybe i am just insecured! i don't know. its just so... well, whatever is it... i am hoping to wake up and go back to reality soon...
or maybe i am just dreamy...
hmm... it was a time well spent in japan. feeling nostalgic is a way to remember them and the goodness of Jesus. i used not to be able to even spell out Jesus' name but now, i am able to talk about it boldly! i am always ashamed of the gospel but throughout the whole mission trip, i've learnt that if i am ashamed, i shouldn't have signed up for this trip... i shouldn't even be blessed by Jesus! and then, i decide to put that pride down and really be crazy for him. wow!! that was me!! and still am... yeah!! still am!! i am still God's precious child, why should i be afraid!! yeah!
gonna tell mom tomorrow that the reason i go back to malaysia was to meet aki! we've kinda agreed to meet for quite a long time but its just that yuki's presence was the barrier or was it myself? probably i should have trust God more...
liu xuan is delivering soon... Jesus!! i pray that You will grant her a safe delivery. i pray that Your Holy Spirit will comfort her and stay by her side the whole process and even before and after! i pray that You bless her a beautiful baby, be it a girl or a boy, i pray for Your blessings to be upon the newborn. i pray that you grant her good health and the baby too... whether its a boy or girl, the name david or grace will still be blessed by You! Lord! thank you for showing them mercy and grace throughout whether its the air ticket incident or the new baby that is going to be due soon... i pray that Lord You will be the Lord of their household and they'll put You the utmost supremacy in their life! i pray all these in Jesus name, Amen!
hmm... a lot of mosquitoes!! hmm.. hope that i'll be able to meet aki soon... and i am so anxious to meet ying yu and bing long soon... so excited!! oh no!! i want to meet the two cuties soon...
hmm.. really, God has been so gracious! thank you Jesus!
liten shan@
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