Sunday, August 22, 2004
i hate him!! i hate my brother!!
i hate him.. i hate him.. i hate him.. i hate him!!!!!!!!!!
why do i have such an idiotic brother who thinks that he is right all the time... why do i have such a spoilt brat in my house!! he spoils my laptop and he is not apologetic at all.. and he still have the cheek to ask my dad to buy him one computer!! shit!! i am going to kill him man!! i had the tendency the grab the knife from the kitchen and stab him a million times just to appease my anger... not going to mention the wrongdoings that he has done... he owes me too much and his life is not enough to pay them all!!
i hate him!! he is hideous!! ugly fat shortie who daintily looks himself at the mirror and admire his own looks... and when the phone rings, within split seconds, he would change his voice... DEEP!! like real.. he acts as if he has broken his voice!! and he always thinks he is the good ole goody two shoes in the family!! he is a wimp!! and oh!! i am so going to kill him!! i want to break the mug and slash his throat!!
i am so going to change my dresser soon... all my anger and agonies is being appeased by a few hittings and bangings!! i hate this kind of family who gives you nothing but reproach and snares... and words... and unkind words that pierce through your heart leaving no place for healing!! i want to get away!! but how? where?? back to auntie's place? how to even study in such hostile environment!! i hate this!! i hate him!! i hate them!!
the day he was born was the day i died...
i will never resurrect again~ from the dead... from this family!! cos like what they always say... using their stupid so called reverse pychology which never works... i am nobody!! i am nothing!!
liten shan@
5:22 PM
