Monday, July 19, 2004
katsuhiro replied...
bored and tired... i decided to send an email to katsuhiro. and he replied fast!! amazing!! he is now in nc3 and he has been going to IM... so, its pretty encouraging to hear from him. he says he love Jesus! wow!! that is encouraging!! he also sent me two pictures... he is the penkichikun!! the blue bird~ so cute right~ they are suppose to wear kimonos and yukatas... in the end, they wore costumes and oneechan wore his soseido douji.
from left, shuubo in his cute yellow and white costume, chosan, tenkumo below with his yukata and a towel and some funny thing on top... cute right? , don't know what's that on top, suppose to be katsuhiro in the blue bird costume but don't think its him and oneechan in his soseido douji...
from left, shuubo with his cute costume, i think its katsuhiro in his blue bird thingie, oneechan in his soseido douji, the guy with the veil, i can't recognise at all!! and tenkumo is so cute!!!
well... well... katsuhiro says he wants to come to singapore. i don't know whether its real or not, but i'm going to psycho him to come! haha!! he is really nice and shy~ it would be fun to hang out with him. well, this lad always encourages me a lot although i've known him for about a month in total and only a day in nagoya, he is still a great guy to be friends with!!
taegukgi!!
i watched it today!! it was damn good!! okay... its not really that kowaii cos i remember watching saving private ryan and we were soldiers, it was even worse... but i still managed to watch it without closing my eyes!! i guess asians are not too into those gruelsome details, so it was okay... but nevertheless, i cried!! i always cry whenever i watch war movies... when i watch saving private ryan, i teared a bit because i was watching with my classmates in school in front of the big screen too... i teared another bit when i watch we were soldiers with zhuyang, samuel and junjie... but those guys were talking about all those army thingie and as the only woman there, i know nuts about all those!! i watched other war movies too, especially when i was a kid because dad loves war movies... don't know why too. anyway, taegukgi!! i really love this show because i really love to watch jang dong gun act! and won bin, he is really cute~ haha!! yar!! i watched 'xiao gai zi' and kinda like his act in that show. but for jang dong gun, even though he is not in any war act, he can still make people cry over his act in any other dramas... so, ahhhh!!! jang dong gun died in that show!!! so sad~ but quite expected lar!! you can't expect a happy ending most of the time, especially in war movie! okay, i must remember to rent black hawk down! i've always wanted to watch but didn't have the time!!
i think, war movies often brings out a person's vulnerability... hmm... it often makes me feel small or grateful that i am living in times like this and not being assured peace in any country. it often reminds me of any sudden outburst of anyone's ideology who is not going to be agreed by another party and this means war to both parties. its kind of unfair! because usually, it often starts with one person then slowly like a cancer, spreads to other parts of the body and poof*, war! and in reality, there is no fairness in this world. because its dominated by men. men are not perfect and just, unless God takes the throne, there will be no justice. what is fair? but to choose to go to the dark side or the righteousness, its just a matter of self decision. to be self centered or to be people oriented, or God centered! what is fair? to equalise things? if there is a need to equalise things, there is a 50% good and 50% evil. so, is this fairness? does things need to be 50-50 to be considered fair? or is it that 100% goodness than there is fairness? and does fairness needs to be measured by an equivalence of both something of the opposite? then woman is xx and man is xy, does it has to be fair? if its fair? then xx and yy produces xy and xy represents? back to war... i love to deviate... anyway, somehow war films always reminds people of the reality of the rara world we're living in... be it in physical aspect or spiritually... if the war between people and people can be so kowaii, so, how can we even imagine the warfare in the spiritual realm? isn't it more kowaii? because we can't see yet we have to fight with it. i remember watching a cartoon saying, what you can't see doesn't mean it doesn't exist. i believe so! its so kowaii!! imagine how heavy our armor can really be, if not for Jesus' death and resurrection, i doubt i'll survive...
okay... its really late... or should i say early? i really don't know what i'm typing!! people!! if it bores you out!! you shouldn't have read.. cos i don'tknow what i'm saying too... haha!!
p/s: i'm so sorry for all these crap... i was in a sleepy mood the time i was blogging~ so, i don't know what the heck was i saying... sigh!! hehe!! -21 july 04
liten shan@
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