Thursday, May 13, 2004
impending death...
i'm afraid i might die soon... reports coming out on friday yet i still can't say anything to anyone at all... i am feeling horrible right now... my heart is pierce by a blunt pencil... and that even hurts more!!
my support raising is still not doing well... i am practically stressed over it day and night... even in my dreams, i am still stressed over it... its like a spiritual warfare.. it has never come so strong before... i guess, that's why even before we embark on our journey, the warfare has already begins...
Heavenly Father,
i pray that You will protect me against all odds.. against the enemy's claws... put on me a cloak soaked with Jesus' precious blood... as i put on the armor of God, i pray that you will grant me strength to fight like a mighty warrior... as i wield my most powerful weapon to defend.. let my prayers be heard... let me be a prayer intercessor to my group members too... to stand in the gap for my group and i... Lord, i ask that you will hold out Your loving hands to carry us through the mountains and barriers that is crossing our paths right now... Lord, marcus is sick, i pray that Your divine healing will be upon him... Father, you are our healer and deliverer... Lord, may marcus be an act of faith from You... and that Lord, i pray that we can be faithful and rely on You... and we can lean on Your understanding because we know You will lead our paths straight... this is a faith calling period... Lord, we want to trust ENTIRELY on You alone... as YOu bless us, we may also bless the people... and the people who bless us.. You will bless them...
i am going to commit each and every prayer into JESUS CHRIST most mighty name... AMEN!!!
liten shan@
4:43 AM
