Saturday, April 24, 2004
to continue...
decided that a hiatus cannot last long... or else... my poor blog will be left idle... since, i have nothing to do... i might as well blog... in my time...
shin came... she left... quite bored without her... when she was with me... find her an irritant!! when she left... everything is so wrong... i starts to get nightmares and stuffs... not like its so normal... its just wierd... my subconscious is starting to take over and i became more... hmm... real~ like... err... more grown up?! i don't know... however... things seems to go that way...
i am starting to think about the hurts i have... and then... tear a bit... and seems to got over it... like, "poof" you get what i mean? things seems more... not so childish anymore... i can laugh... but not as crazy as ever... probably... things have probably gone down a bit... more... peaceful? more quiet... and still loves lime juice... hahaa... well, i am ok now... not like i have problems everyday... things seems to just pass by and i seem to just forget it... life is short... what can i do?
my room is clean... for once... probably, that's the main reason for my peaceful life and mood... it just sounds so perfect... but with a lil flaw... i am so broke now... and my chor lau heung just broke down on me... damn~ to think i am so good now...
decided to look for work immediately after my japan trip... i am really really excited about the trip... especially meeting up with my team members... its just so exciting... they are one of the funniest buncha people i've known... i feel so natural with them... not like with my church mates... its so much different...
i met up with frankie, aggie, raymond and justin just now... i felt really restricted... especially when frankie is around... just kinda not like his area of conversation... its just so cliche... everything seems to be in the same line... i felt that, except spiritually, i cannot share any other things with him... but nevertheless, he is still a great encouragement... i felt that i can talk about anything under the sun with aggie, raymond and justin... its much more relaxing... and you know, finding out their spiritual life through the everyday life is even more challenging... and even more fun... who says christians can't have fun... well, christians aren't stick in the mud too... hehe~
had a good time with them... can't say exactly great... cos, i didn't finish most of my sentence and i'm cut off... i just hate it... sometimes... people can be so insensitive... well, can't expect too much... said it... get it over... done!
hmm... i am getting fatter and fatter each day... and the worse part... i can't run!! cos my leg cannot take it... something's wrong with my ankle!! gotta go swim!! LIN!! let's go swim k~
meeting deming next tuesday... must remember man... important!!
liten shan@
2:35 AM
