Saturday, March 27, 2004
outta proportion...
can't sleep... its been a long time ever since i last dreamt of things outta proportion... its not scary but it totally freaks me out... my mind just can't get into proportion whenever i tried to sleep... i tend to think too much... so i tried not to think... but the worst part is... its not about thinking only... your body tends to think for you... they tends to get outta proportion too... my body just chill out whenever i dream outta proportion things... now... its just the numbers and italy football players that gets me crazy... and the name del piero keeps appearing... and i am going to have my nervous breakdown... luckily kaka ain't involved in my nightmares...
having this kinda dream is quite nerve wrecking... i just keep seeing things getting cut... or small things trying to lift up big things and get them squashed... or a toothpick trying to lift up a guitar... a lot of butterfly effect... from a small thing that suddenly multiply into a big thing and i can't carry nor tolerate... aaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh!! its really killing me... after all this years...
anyways... i was late for edmund's dinner... jiehuai left food for me... celebrated reina's birthday and left...
did some examples of the certificate for the social centre... sigh!! i forgot to call beeting...
liten shan@
5:45 AM
