Thursday, March 18, 2004
another passing day...
didn't wake up on time to make it to social center... felt so guilty... sigh... manage to wake up and watch nezha...
promised beeting that i'll be there tomorrow... better make it man!! sigh~
i still refuse to talk to that guy... and ja! its a brief and short way to say goodbye in japanese...
talked to riang and shin... that shin!! always asks me problems and questions that doesn't concerns me... asked me to help her in visual basic's interface... as if i know how to do... but helped her to understand, nevertheless... i should be an interpreter man... also, did some nice photo adjustments for riang... wonder what is look doing right now...
mom wonders why am i cooping myself up the room all the time... like a tenant rather than a home... heeks~ how do i know why? the occupy the living room and the tv... what else can i do? sit down there and shake leg?
meeting up my team members this friday... so excited... yet, so monotonous...
i am really really nervous... for a moment, my heart skipped a beat... or... its going too fast... 10000rpm? hahaa... man... all these is killing me... frankly speaking... if i really don't get into this course... i really don't know what to do... i have no idea how to even start... its going to be one of the greatest pitfalls in my life man... i felt my life is like a drama... so scary... ???????o??????????sigh... killing me man!!! aargh!!!
i can't see what i am typing now... my eyes are getting blurry... can't see... whether in sight... or in visions... nothing... like in a room with no windows... just a locked door... waiting for it to be opened or locked again... hoping it would opened for me... yet the key is not with me... what should i do? break it open... yet i do not have that kind of strength... sigh!!
dear Lord... stop that heartbeat that kills... Amen...
Fly me to the moon
Poets often use many words
To say a simple thing.
It takes thought and time amd rhyme
To make a poem sing.
With music and words i've been playing
For you, i have written a song.
To be sure that you'll know what i'm saying,
I'll translate as i go along...
Fly me to the moon,
And let me play among the stars.
Let me see what spring is like
On jupiter and mars.
In other words,
Hold my hand.
In other words,
Darling, kiss me.
Fill my heart with song,
And let me sing forever more.
You are all i long for,
All i worship and adore.
In other words,
Please be true.
In other words,
I love you.
liten shan@
12:33 AM
