Wednesday, March 10, 2004
and the story ends here...
i found him...
i have been looking for him... to let him complete the story he once told me...
a year and 9 months ago... a guy walked into the classroom with a pair of shade on his head... the first impression... "eeyer... so girly..."
few days later... as hao walks in... someone in class says... "wahh... your class got all the cute guys... hey this one is cute... " i looked at him and thought... "hmm... these girls are crazy!! he is just an average looking guy..."
he walks in... "ahhh!! he is sooo handsome... wahh!! your class guys is so handsome... one gets more handsome than the other..." inside... i os once again... "yee... this sissy has someone calls him handsome.... what has the world gone into?"
little do i know... i am captivated by his story...
but i only know the first part of the story... he didn't finish telling me and went off... just like that...
during one of the lesson... our lecturer asks us to buy a book for reference... its not compulsory... but its recommended... i remembered that eery ks keeps wanting to sell me that book... so, when we entered the lift... i ask dane to let me have a look... little did i know... the guy whom ks admired very much is standing in front of me...
we made our first short conversation...
i really don't remember when... but we started talking more... one morning... i got a missed call... not knowing who is it from... i decided to leave it... the phone rang... he called again... and it was him... asking me for directions when he has been in that school for a year already... met him up and brought him to the workshop...
there he told me a story while waiting for our lecturer... it goes about a guy who fell in love with a girl and went into depression after she left for her studies... and the most interesting part of the story... how he shed 9 kg... haha~ from a hideaki takizawa to yoshiki hayashi... that's interesting...
(ok ok... i care more about myself... haha...)
and we started chatting and informing each other of anything... he only chats with me in class... ks says that he is the most handsome guy in my course... to me... its another sister that i've got... can't stand sitting beside him... he is reek with cigarettes smoke... actually... most of my classmates smoke...
once in order to escape from this lecturer's criticism... i sat alone behind... hiding behind my f4 in class... hoping that lecturer would stop bothering me for once... he came in late and went all the way behind and sat beside me... usually he sits in front alone... a laid back guy... yet... i don't know what he is thinking about all day long....
a week before common tests...he asked me to sms him all the schedules... i messaged him everything he got to know... he replied a yes... he'll come...
common tests starts... the first paper... i see no one in front of me... followed by the second paper... the third... and the fourth...
school resumes... no sign of him...
a few days later... ks told me he went to australia...
he didn't complete the story... and he left just like that...
the last day of october... something happened to me during our class chalet... i expected him... but he didn't show up...
probably i didn't make much effort...
just a few hours ago... i was just browsing through friendster... and i saw him... and i saw the ending... the long awaited ending i hope to see...
probably... i am better off in malaysia...
liten shan@
3:18 AM
