Tuesday, January 06, 2004
God is the final decision maker...
hmmm... i kinda asked jabez how does the answer goes about... he says that depending on situations and ultimately how God sees his heart... so, i'm not wrong at all... its like you're being lifted up to know him more... because of aggie's shaking of her head... i really thought that God is so rigid and merciless... but i thank the Holy Spirit for prompting me to bring it up... i asked jabez to sit in this week and talk about it... at least... the answer is diplomatic enough...
i thank Him for his mercy and grace... at least for now... i know that if i were to be pointed with a gun... i know how my response will be... through this... i kinda learn that all along, i've been hearthearted... or at least three quarter... but now... its like a turning point... because... the cross is heavy... and not easy to bear... probably for my cg... theirs is not death threatening but probably just as hard... i had visioned myself dead... soon... i know that i'm not jim elliot... but i am adyson... married to God on 21st of April 2003... the date might not be as significant... but its the day where Jesus was resurrected 1971 years ago... and when i first worship here as a regular worshipper... it was an easter sunday too... so, non of the other 4 has such special experience and i am glad God gave me that present...
okay... planning for jiehuai's birthday... i hope he'll have a great birthday this year...
liten shan@
12:58 AM
