Friday, November 07, 2003
i feel like i'm falling...
not falling in love... falling down a building!
i did not go to work today... that explains the daily update of my blog... darn company... i don't even know whether should i be going to work today? cos the lady said she'll inform me... but anyway... i had a lousy day at home...
no daria and lizzie mcguire in the afternoon... no hot lady now... no to a lot of shows later on... oh dear!
mom is always sarcastic... she is useless most of the times... always spit the most vicious venom out from her mouth... she scoffs at me especially my termination of school... my dad's mom... ah ma, is even worse... she practically looks down on me... she finds me humiliation and a disgrace... why? because i suck in my studies and my school work... she didn't dare to tell any of my uncles and aunties... why? she finds it too embarrassing... she never thought much of me anyway... not in the past... nor now... never in the future... the same theory goes to my brother... mom says i should not go back to melaka during cny... i kinda agreed in a spit of rage... but deep down inside... i look forward to the ang pao... sigh! haha... well... i never really liked going... therefore, i've decided to run away 2 days before cny... God Bless me!
liten shan@
10:23 PM
