Thursday, September 04, 2003
a fish out of water!
all of a sudden, i just feel like i'm strangled... i can't breathe properly and i can't see properly... i am stranded on this island with no trees nor any creatures with just a flat piece of sandy land... no sense of directions... cloudless... no birds flying at all... its really terrible to be in this kind of situation... because you have no guide at all... its terrible! sometimes, the clouds will pass by and it'll drizzle a bit... sometimes, its like a storm... somehow... there is no directions and no sense of identity at all... whatever it is... i just don't like it...
well... things are certainly bad for me... chee is registering his marriage today, ah kong's death anniversary tomorrow and uncle chee yiam is leaving for australia on saturday! during these times of the year... better leave me alone... i am a little bit worried... i am afraid i might get real emotional this saturday and sunday... God! how???
i'm in the library now... enjoying my lime juice... and studying engineering design and blogging at the same time... i flunk my applied mechanic statics... my initial plan was, to write my name and just hand in... but i did at least a question... though i don't think the answer is right anyway... next will be my engineering design... i don't know whether i'll make it or not... but i am prepared for the worst...
i went to register advance theory with josh this morning... kind of worried i might not pass this test too... i think... i am a failure for sure... bah!
liten shan@
2:53 PM
