Tuesday, August 26, 2003
2 lousy lousy days!
on 24th August 2003
ole mister frank did it again! why did i have to put up with his insensitivity over and over again... i was sick and still am sick... so for the last time... if i felt the need to leave when i am sick... i am not accountable to anyone... thats it! and for the last time i'm gonna say this... i did say i am leaving... its just that you people probably didn't hear it... case closed!
i had a conflict with mom too... what a lousy sunday i had... i am really really sure i do not wish to continue in engineering anymore... why do people keep thinking its a must to continue... so, after a 13 minute talk to zhuyang... i cooled down and read psalm 23 as he says i should calm down... instead, i side tracked to psalm 27, 28 and 29... oh man... oh God... i love psalms...
25th august 2003, yesternight
i locked myself up in my room the whole afternoon till i evening...
took a train down to canberra eyc... not a hard place to find... the new eyc is really beautiful and huge... uncle chai, weixiang, zhuyang, john and jules was there too... along with the boss, chris and uncle chan wah and nancy... tall grace's mom... pretty fruitfull... i can say... went around the blocks guiding josh and weixiang to paste the brochures... went mac with josh and jules and had a good fellowship... josh and jules prayed for each other and for me too... when josh was praying about the seasoning... inside me, the whole idea of writing a letter to uncle bob popped up... i shall speaketh no further of it... for now...
26th August 2003, now in the library...
darn that thomas tan... he is the worst lecturer... hmm.. not lecturer... how should i call him? a teacher then... the lousiest teacher i've ever seen... i was in school on 10th of july and met him many many times and he marked me absent... the other two times i was unwell without an mc and late for more than 10 minutes... he marked me absent... i was okay with it since i am not very right either... but this is the last straw... i was on mc on 21st of august and he marked me absent... i can't go for make up sessions because they clash with my marketing class... so... he send me a letter with four absency... to think i go school every thursday... well... if i am debarred... means i am outta this school... i'll see how God is going to handle this situation for me... darn that thomas tan
liten shan@
4:14 PM
