Saturday, July 26, 2003
stoning and trying to keep a cool look...
look called me this morning... i was in the cab when my hp rang... i've never been so happy for a long time... i even asked her where she was... and God is really blessing me with her call... hahaha!
i had a big quarrel with daddy yesterday... i guess its been ages ever since we quarrelled... i had never been so vexed in my life before... or probably there are some times i do feel the same way... but its just like life at the crossroad where i have to choose a path... to leave or not to leave... to stop or not to stop... and that is school... hmmm... this morning... i refused to wake up... i really do not wish to continue anymore... sigh~
i wanted a external cdr writer... my brother wants an internal... he got an internal... i want my channel 54... my brother wants his 33.. he gots it... and mine is gonna be scraped off... i watched from 1045pm and that's the time where everyone is about to sleep... i have compromise with them already... what more does he want... what more do they want?? my dead body? i flared up naturally... i took a shower immediately and shut myself in the room... i strummed the loudest 'kapok' can goes up to and then i blast my cd player at 12 midnight... 'forever' by ritchie sambora and sung by takashi sorimachi has always been soothing... just keeps my temper down... yeah... its always the classic song that cools people down...
sometimes... i am on the verge to nervous breakdown... yet i have no one to look to for human help...
(just saw jodie... anyway... i am with weilin now...) sigh! sometimes... the person i would look for help would actually tell other people about it... outta expectancy though... so, sometimes... i might as well blog...
(frankie just called)
i just realized bill bright went with the Lord about a week ago... i was found dumbfounded for a while... but at least he went back to big papa up there... Amen!
liten shan@
12:07 PM
