Monday, July 07, 2003
haha... no internet connections for me... gonna fast soon!
i have not been online for a long long time... so i hadn't been blogging... quite busy now~ first day of school is a total yucks! i had to collect my sars tool kit and my tag... i am blue... i saw jules, jacqueline, zhiming, and some other friends... zhiming did not even says hi... at least jules is nice and talked to me for a while till i saw my friend and left him... my lessons are cancelled... so i kinda decided not to go for the rest of the lessons... hmm... i figure out they should have cancelled it too... so i came back home and slept... i watched "happy sunday" and start learning my guitar!!! haha... i know how to play "days of elijah" yay!!! and i think i've shown some improvement over the years... weilin messaged me and we went to apply for basic theory test... after which, we went to a bridal shop in jurong east and i bought a bag in west mall... i made sure my bag ain't the same as chaimeng... then, i saw yunhui... surprisingly, i sense a change in her... but she is still the same nice old her...
okay~ continue from my bintan trip... i can't remember much anymore... so i am gonna say my overall conclusion and feelings...
i agree with aggie that the life there is slow paced... and really relaxing... its so nice... i can really sense God's presence... yet at the same time... some unnecessary fears do come over me sometimes... but after a night of prayer... that particular X night... i felt more relaxed... more like a person~ probably many hurts and feelings had surpressed me for a long, long time... surprisingly, my breakthrough is found there... guess the reason why i ain't in familyhood instead is God's calling too... he wants to break me down...
yesterday night, it had been inspiring... what frankie, brian, agnes and i sang on the taxi kinda touched the drivers heart... after a talk with him after frankie left... i invited him to our church... he is a non christian... whether he comes or not... God will lead him... and that is my prayer...
liten shan@
10:28 PM
