Thursday, May 08, 2003
Princeton
You're smart, you're thin, you're pretty, and
goddamit, people love you. You are destined for
great, great things, little Princetonian. Let
there be a never-ending stream of Country-Club-
Like institutions in your unmarred future.
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but i am not thin!! i think pris... this few quiz is a hoax... so funny... i always end up in raffles... and now i am in princeton... am i that intelligent? hey!! do ask me along if you're gonna get packing... i think its high time i should too... what am i doing here? hahaha...
basically, all i did was nothing much today... i want to add on to what i said about the convention centre... its pretty sleek and cool but i will fail the toilet... hello... whats a beautiful convention centre doing with a normal looking toilet and worse still... the design of the basin does not compromise with the layout at all... why am i so particular about the toilet... because, city harvest is well known for its toilet... since the design of he basin is similiar except for the material, so i must compare... *shakes head* don't know what's the designer doing? i suppose its one low cost high profit kinda transactions...
i reached woodlands at 845pm... thinking that i'll be late... i decide to go for their prayer meeting instead... so, i had quite a outta point sharing... but, i can just say, its good...
i talked to josh over the phone for a few hour again... and... i told him my shopping list... he expected a long list... but i told him i want one thing only... haha... after much expectancy... i told him about my shopping list almost a year ago... it took me almost a year to realise what i really want... yeah... and the thing i really want? i've been looking for it for 11 years already... the last time i saw it... i really wanted to get it... but i was so afraid my dad will reject, i didn't even ask... when i told him actually i want to buy that particular thing, he said yes, he'll buy it... but that was too late... biggest regrets eh... i think josh might not be able to find it either... i don't ever think i'll find it again... so, what do you think the 'thing' is? anyway, we had quite a talk... both of us end up with some anger... but, we manage to put that aside at least till he returns... in 2 more hours, he'll be leaving to korea... i know my cg will miss him... but i really don't know why... i don't have the missing him feeling leh!!! am i cold hearted or what? hmm... die... i better check with the doctor... hmm... hmmm..... HMMMM!!!!!
death is not a solution... cos death has nothing to do with water... cos when we decompose, we'll dry out.. so not a solution at allbut its a way to heaven though...
life is solution... the liquid is often or what we can call the energy (qi)... often leaks out or dry up by another life who depends on our energy to live... slowly leading to death...
sometimes, when a person is sad... he or she will only have negative thoughts... when they are happy... they have so many thoughts... i think i'll retreat myself in redang... hmm... josh asked me whether i am bent on going... i didn't know... in their eyes... i'm such a wilful person... i really can't potray myself like that... if that is what they see me... fine...
i think... in life... circumstances always affects us... people often says that we can choose not to affect us... but the chances are slight! somehow... subconsciously, we are affected whether we like it or not... people will then say that we then should turn way we think and handle the situation... i do not fully agree... i never liked denial in facts...
we choose to listen to what we like... humans are like that... to me... i think if i do that... i will think from my perspective which is always right to me... to them... they're perspective will always seems right to them or probably to others when the person holds high authority... i love harper lee's to kill a mockingbird... "you can kill all the bluejays you want if you can hit'em... but its a sin to kill a mockingbird..." i remembered that this is my favorite quotation... its really a sin... to destroy someone... you may not know it though you think you know... but its really a sin to kill... a mockingbird... i am arrowing someone... but i hope the someone will sort it out himself...
we know that its woman is defenseless is common... i think... though till now, in the modern days... with all those career minded woman... they are still defenseless... i won't deny it... but i think its in terms of strength... and stamina... i think... when men are defenseless... they'll make sure they'll look like one machoman and give people the false impression... "i'm not that easily triffled with..." haha... no matter what... they'll show that they are strong and will not bow down to woman.... that is sheer nonsense... these kind of people are the weakest in actual...
people... think through what i'm saying... i never like to go with the norm... my norm usually is not people's norm... if i'm wierd... who do i compare with the level of wierdness with? haha... life is not only norm... breaking out the norm will let you see more things and then... your faith will be much more stronger than steel...
(engineering terms.. sigh*)... why do you think i'm still in church rejections after rejections... do you think i am stupid?!
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