Tuesday, February 04, 2003
I AM BACK!!!This year, I went to Malacca and then to KL... cny was never a happy one in Malacca...or maybe there was moments where i am quite happy... but most of the time... its just pure tolerating... tolerate~ and tolerate... the Gans are educated buncha of family...all my ah kong's sons and daughters have the intellectual ability to go uni but not financially... so, only few top ones are able to get scholarships... well... what about my generation? its even worse... standards set by the older ones always makes me puke... i am the only teen left...and probably the only teen other than my bro... but my bro still acts and looks and being treated like a kid... so where does all the expectations go... ME!!! some to carl and jayne... but most of all... to me.... cos the 2 of them are in aus...you know... i am very different from them... i am probably the only person who can understand music better than them...maybe other than the two aussie cousins... but its so.... you know.... traditional family... my dad is once an artist, so i probably have some artistic genes... but then again, i have brains but not oftenly used...
Dad drove us to Malacca first... It was cny eve...weather is cold.. raining... so driving was dangerous... we reach there about 10 something.... so we turned in pretty early.. Pay Chee, Pay Yap and Carl came on the first, no ang paos, but we were sound asleep upon their arrival... i managed to see them for a while before we went Jusco... adding to my list of clothes... i bought 2 bermudas?? or is it called water shorts?? and 1 jacket.... went home and didn't managed to talk to any coussies because it was very late by the time we reach home... why?? we got lost~
Second day, i woke up super early to follow my dad for pratas.. then we prepared our stuffs and drove to Nilai and then to my 3rd unc's place... whenever i am there, my spirits are lighted up and i really enjoyed my day there... i had many ang paos there... though not as much.... but its the thought that counts.... look took pictures of me and shin.... we talked and play around with the kids... it was good... slept quite early...
The third day.... woke up pretty early.... unc brought us for ba kut teh... we went tesco later on and i bought a new pair of slippers... we then had a long drive to malacca to pass something to ah ma... big aunt kept suarning me... i always gets scoldings... scolding...
Conclusion... new year will never be good when i am in malacca... though i spoke to kweelin on icq just now... its was the only time i felt so close to a relative... other than that... my stay in malacca sucks... anyway, i think i'll go into depression for a few days.....
liten shan@
1:06 AM
