Friday, February 07, 2003
hehe... i haven't blog for days.... I felt so sorry... i keep accusing josh... maybe i should leave him alone for a month and not talk to him... no.... two months... no!! a year... no no.. a better one... forever... haha... then we won't be so tired of each other when we see each other in heaven... don't know whether i'll meet him in heaven or not?? so big!! but i do hope i can meet pris and chris... its such a girl thing.. hahaha.... oh! and jan too... its just so cool...
weilin called me minutes ago... she wanted to date me tomorrow... but i have visitations lor... i have reunion dinner also... she called from xinhui's place... quite sad actually... cos xinhui did not asked me along to her place... her dad had a function but food were not finished... so she asked them along... i suppose i'll try to trust her on this... but its so impossible... sometimes i wonder why i do so much... no one cares... i wonder when will xinhui returns.. josh doesn't really bother... if he does, he'll call her up as often as possible... i cannot keep calling her!! its not right because its so wierd... anyway... we had a chance to retain her... but i've tried my best... does they?
i kinda regretted writing down my big day on my blog a few days ago... i thought no one reads them since i am an irregular writer... but alas, pris do read my blog... i shan't disappoint her less' i am superly busy... linz, xh and sy said they'll call me back... i doubt so...
i wonder whether shin remembers or not?? she'll usually call me today... what if she cannot find me yesterday!! i'll missed her callings... i just love to keep in contact with the 2 of them... its so, close!!
sigh!! sometimes, i wonder why God wants to create us?? He knows that we'll rebel and sin and why go to all these troubles... He knows adam will sin eventually... He knows what will happen to us.... and everything... so troublesome lor...
*sad*
:(
liten shan@
10:28 PM
