Tuesday, February 18, 2003
*cursed unto those who rejects my goodwill....*
that idiot... RAYMOND TAN!!! i can't believed he actually swear in yahoogroup!!! i am so so soooooooooooooooooooo blasted!!!!!! damn it!!! i am to my extreme now... for all i care... he is one person i'll not forget his "kindness"!!! he'll know what is total humilation... i've tolerated enough!! ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!!! if i can build a person up, i can destroy a person!!!!!!!!!!! why is he so adamant after all these years.... HE IS A LIAR!!!! THE WORST LIAR I HAVE EVER SEEN!!!!!!!!!!! from the first day i know him, i knew he lied about some stuffs... i'll not tolerate his lies and deceits and arrogance anymore!!!!!! i can't imagine myself to be hypocritical!!!! i will NEVER be sensitive to anyone anymore!!!! i mark my words!!!! even if i am to lose everything... every friend..... EVERYTHING!!!!!! damn it... i have never been so pissed before!!!!!!!! he is the person who do the personality test and score the worst personality.... man... shaowei is right about him all along.... he is the worst!!!!
Hmm... i just wanna thanks those who takes their time and read my blog... its just nice that people do read your blog.... you know... sometimes i wonder why there are so many people who likes to lie so much... clinton is pretty frank about his relationship with lewinsky.. though i wonder what is hanging on bush's mind now? to attack iraq or not... my oral comm kinda talked about these...
shaowei: for your information, i am not going to transfer to film, sound and video... i didn't do well in my exams... and financially, my dad ain't doing well... so i can't add anymore burden to him... i'll be doing films after my diploma... i kinda planned out my stuffs already... but i know you can make it to mass comm... you are an intelligent guy... nice friend also.... thanks for reading my blog regularly....
pris: thanks for defending me... he is one guy i'll not forgive... i know God would wants me to, but somehow, his attitude is getting outta hand... he is the most uncouth guy i've ever seen... worse than my ex classmates in 1st sem...
i went to check out whether i could hire purchase a sop sax in yamaha... i could... but very ex.... even keyboard too... i wanted a clarinova... or maybe a synthesizer... don't know yet... people out there... if you know of any hire purchase that won't drain me out completely... please let me know... i am into music man.... i'll probably get myself a music mentor soon... i might even do both sop sax and keyboard... i want to do jazz... jonathan kinda inspired me.... oh.. he played so well on valentine's day, i was in an agape mood till when deming showed me a stupid irritating face... oh dear... i won't fall for jonathan right? hahah... i fell for his music... but not him!! he treats me like a guy... and he often irritates me... the only time he is charming is only when he starts placing his fingers on the keyboard... hahaha.... why do i keep talking about him? haha... oh... josh is meeting me tomorrow afternoon... but i forgot what i wanna settle with him... aiyah!!! what lousy memory i have....
hmm... people... do pray specifically for 2700 sing bucks... for my gen12II mission trip to japan's tokyo and nagoya... jules enlisted... but its not easy to raise... and i don't know whether i'm enlisted or not... sigh... but in the meantime... i have to wait for the green light to raise funds and that i can only rely on God to give me names and people that i can approach too....
hmm......
liten shan@
12:58 AM
